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Jul. 17th, 2009

Like He Never Left

 

Author:[info]kat_sor

Rating: T

Summary: AU ending to Episode 4 of Children of Earth.

Disclaimer: I don’t own this. Who in their right minds would want to own Season Three?! SPOILERS: Children of Earth, Day Four.

Author’s note: Uhm. Right. I'm very angered at this season.
Author's note II: Please don't read this if you haven't watched Children of Earth through the end of Episode 4. Thanks. Please. I'm begging you. I'm not kidding. If you clicked on the link go back. It's not a law set in stone for you to read this. Seriously. DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE NOT WATCHED THROUGH TO DAY FOUR. Thank you.

 

 

“I love you,” he whispers, a haze finding its way across his eyes. His eyes have always been the most beautiful shade of cerulean, not too blue and not too dark and not too light. Perfect. He lies in the arms of another man, frowned upon in society but the only thing that feels right in his heart. Tears steam down the face of the man that holds him, blue eyes meeting turquoise as weakness takes over the dying man’s body.

“Don’t.” His head rolls to the side, and he is silent. “Ianto, stay with me. Ianto, stay with me, please.” The urgency in his voice brings silence to an end. Ianto’s eyes open and gaze up at him.

“Hey … it was good … yeah?” He is holding back tears of his own; no one expected him to be dying now.

“Yeah.”

“You’ll forget me.”

“Never could.”

“A thousand years’ time … you won’t remember me.”

“Yes I will,” the older man presses. “I promise.” How could he forget? “I will.” With the pledge made, Ianto’s breathing becomes shallow. His eyes flutter closed. He takes his last breath and is still. “Ianto. Ianto? Don’t go. Don’t leave me … please. Please, don’t …”

 

Jack springs awake. The ceiling seems nearer than it had, as though the walls had pressed in around him. But where is he?

Pillows? Blankets? A … door? With a porthole? How familiar, yet so … strange.

No. He couldn’t be in the … the … The porthole opens, revealing Ianto, holding a tray. A steaming pot of coffee and biscotti. Just what he—But Ianto was dead. He died, right there in his arms. Right there in front of the 456, so how was he—

“Morning, Jack. How was your sleep?” Skeptical, Jack says nothing. Ianto was not alive. This was a trick. This was all a trick. Unless the children … No, of course not. “Jack?”

“Who are you?” Ianto raises an eyebrow. “It’s a legitimate question. I’d think I have the right to know where I am and who I’m with, don’t I?”

That sexy smirk Jack loves alights on Ianto’s mouth. “Jack, I hardly think this is the time for roleplaying. Get dressed; another Weevil has been sighted.”

“I’m not going anywhere until you tell me who you are.”

“Fine then, Jack. No need to get snotty.” Ianto straightens. “I am Ianto Jones, not just a teaboy. I previously worked for Torchwood One and, now, I work for Torchwood Three. In Cardiff. Where you are. In the hub.”

“The hub exploded, though. It exploded! I exploded with it! And then I regenerated, and they filled my cell with cement, and then you and Gwen and Rhys saved me and we started working out of a warehouse and then we were going to have sex but the beans were almost ready …”

Ianto stares at him skeptically. “Right …”

“Seriously?”

“No, Jack. I’m humouring you. Now put your pants on and get ready. The Weevil isn’t going to hang around for too long.”

Jack furrows his brow and stands. “I don’t understand. Gwen and Rhys … where are they?”

“Rhys is working, most likely, and Gwen is upstairs with Tosh figuring everything out.”

“Everything?” He pauses. “Wait, Tosh? With Tosh?”

“Well, a picture of Tosh.” Jack’s heart sinks. “Don’t you remember anything?”

“I remember too much.” Ianto blinks. “I told you, I’ll remember you. I promised I’ll remember you.”

“You did?”

“You … you said you loved me. And said I’d forget you so I said I would never forget you. I promised, Ianto. Don’t you remember anything?” A rosy blush works its way into Ianto’s cheeks.

“I must have been very tired or very … ahem … aroused …”

“So … you don’t love me?”

“Uhm …”

Jack runs a hand through his hair and sits down on his bed. “Well, I suppose I told you not to so I understand …”

“When did you tell me not to love you?”

“While you were dying!”

“I have never been dying in my entire life.”

“No! You were! The 456 were trying to kill you! Not you, but everyone in the building, because we wouldn’t give them our children, and—”

“‘Our’ children?”

“Well, not ours, but the Earth’s children. Ten percent of them from each country.” Jack turns to face him. “You really don’t remember, Ianto?”

“Jack, don’t take this the wrong way, but I don’t have a clue as to what the bloody hell you’re talking about.” After a sigh, he adds, “And if I died, I certainly have no idea what I’m doing here. I’d be gone. Way, way, far gone.”

“True, yeah, I know, but—”

“And why would I be gone anyway? If you’re here, I’m here. It’s the way it goes.”

“Someday, you’re going to die, and—”

“And we will deal with that when the time comes, won’t we? Isn’t that what you’ve told me?”

“I told you that, I know I did. But after you died, I—”

“I didn’t die, Jack. I didn’t.”

“But you did! I held you in my arms as you took your last breath. I kissed you goodbye. I died myself!”

“I’ve never seen someone so adamant about dying as you are right now, Jack,” Ianto chuckles. “But fine. I’ll play along. I died.”

“And then Gwen and Rhys went into hiding, because she’s pregnant, and—”

“Gwen’s pregnant?” Ianto blurts. “Pregnant? As in she’s having a baby?”

“Yes, Ianto, pregnant.”

“Gwen!” he calls. “Jack says you’re pregnant!” Gwen’s angry face pops up in the porthole, and frowns.

“I am not!” she huffs. “And even if I were, what business is that of yours anyway?”

“I am your boss …”

“Ugh, you’re so annoying.”

“I’m … sorry?” Jack grasps for words but none come. “Anyway, so Gwen and Rhys went into hiding—I’m not sure why they’re back but obviously the world must have given the 456 ou—their children, and so now I guess we’re safe for another forty-four years.”

Gwen and Ianto look at each other before shrugging.

“I swear!” Jack argues. “I swear, that’s exactly what happened. Look them up, I’m not lying to you. In fact, I’ll look them up.” He climbs the ladder to the hub and pads over to the computer. After a brief wait, he spins the computer screen around to show them. “See? The 456. We have documentation about the event, Ianto. It even says you died.”

“I believe that was a ploy by the British government to let the 456 believe I’d died. I was never actually in London at the time of the attack. I was here. Making coffee. With you.”

“Is that what they’re calling it these days?” Gwen smirks before moving on to another computer.

“Very funny, Gwen. Your sense of humour kills me,” Ianto snaps, pouring himself a cup of coffee. Jack’s breath catches in his lungs. “You alright, Jack?” the Welsh man asks, suddenly concerned.

“I’m fine. Just don’t … I can’t … just don’t say that, okay?”

“What, it’s a figure of speech …”

“It’s not when it refers to you dying.”

“Jack, I know I’ve said it before, but … you’re crazy. Would you like some coffee?”

“Maybe … maybe I’m hungover?”

“Must have been drinking last night or something, Jack. What, did you see Suzie as well? Oh wait, no, you couldn’t have, because she’s dead.”

“Apparently the dead are coming back to life nowadays,” Gwen jokes, typing something into her computer. “See? Jack, that whole thing was a government ploy to investigate the school systemmes over here. So, while it happened, it wasn’t nearly as tragic as you’re saying.”

“No, I know for a fact it happened … it had to have happened …”

“It didn’t happen!”

“There was a tank, with all of this gas in it, and it was poisonous. And these … these … monsters, alien monsters, were inside of it. And a child was attached at the inside, and—”

“Right, the government built it. It wasn’t a real child, Jack.”

“Clem!” A thought suddenly blurs his vision.

“Huh?”

“Clem, Gwen. You spent three days with an old man named Clem. He was with them in 1965 when they took the first round of children.”

Gwen blinks repeatedly and murmurs, “I don’t know a Clem, Jack. I’d know if I knew a Clem …”

“But—” Another memory pops into his mind. “Ianto, how’s your sister? Is your sister okay?”

“How … did you know … that I had a sister?” Jack hits his face with the palm of his hand. “I must have … told you?”

“You called her. Oh my God. What about Frobisher? Is he okay?”

“Frobisher? John Frobisher? Of course he’s okay. He was on the news just this morning, actually. Why wouldn’t he be?”

“What about his children?”

“How are we to know?”

“And Lois?”

“Lois …?”

“Lois! She works for Frobisher …?”

“I don’t know anyone in that office.”

“She disappeared, then.” Jack pauses, thinking. “Lois Habiba. Are you sure you don’t know her?”

“We don’t know anyone by the name of Lois Habiba. Really, Jack, you’re starting to worry me,” Ianto grimaces.

“Oh no …” Jack whispers. “Oh no, what happened to Alice?”

“Alice?” Gwen asks.

“Who’s Alice?” Ianto mumbles, his tone possessive.

Jack does not hesitate to answer, “My daughter,” before pushing past him and bringing up her file. “And if she’s died I don’t know what I’m going to do.”

“You have a daughter?”

“And a grandson.”

“You’re pushing forty …”

“I’ll be pushing forty for eternity, thanks.”

“You know, Jack,” Gwen grins, “most people would want to never have to worry about surpassing forty. A lot of them would love to not have to get older.”

“When you’ve been doing it for as long as I have, you get sick of it.” Jack’s voice is soft, wistful. He turns is eyes to Ianto; it is a small gesture but it is more than apparent to Gwen that they need to be alone.

“I’m going to go pick up lunch. If I find that Weevil on the way back, I’ll get him for you, okay, Ianto? Bye.” They wait for her to leave the tourist office upstairs before moving closer to each other.

“I missed you,” Jack whispers. “Oh, Ianto … You have no idea.”

“I don’t understand, Jack.” With their eyes locked, he only slightly feels arms wrap themselves around his waist.

“Do you want me to explain it to you?”

“It would help …”

“You died.”

“How did I die?”

“We wouldn’t allow the governments of the world to give up any children to the 456.” Tears well up in Jack’s eyes, making them bluer and more intense than they were before. Ianto can feel shivers run up his spine. “They created a virus—a deadly, incurable virus that kills in minutes—and …”

“And?”

“And you breathed the air,” Jack states simply, a tear breaking free and rolling down his cheek.

“How long did I survive?” Jack’s eyes squeeze shut and he bites his lip. “Jack,” Ianto presses, “How long did I survive?”

“Not four minutes.”

“Were there … words?”

“There were words.”

“What were they?”

Jack takes a deep breath. “I promised I would never forget you.”

“In a thousand years’ time … you won’t remember me.”

“Ianto, no …”

“But let’s make the most of it now.”

A small smile graces Jack’s lips though the tears do not stop. Ianto chuckles briefly before placing a feather-light kiss on them, his eyes bright.

“I love you.”

“I love you.”

“You’re back.”

“I never left.”

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A/N: Because stupid RTD lost his effing mind...and my mood? Totally what should have happened in Day Four. `Nuff said.

Jul. 1st, 2009

It's funny ...

... that I drop everything for you and read your stuff, and you can't take five or ten minutes and so much as skim what I've written. When I sit here and I read everything over several times to make sure I haven't missed anything, and then get an, "I'm busy" when I have something far shorter. I understand business. But obviously I was right when I said something had changed.

/rant.

Mar. 18th, 2009

Why?

I'm having a bit of a problem ...

Why is it that when I think things are going well, they go downhill?

Why is it that I feel like I'm losing a friend all of a sudden?

Why is it that no matter how hard I try to hold a conversation, it always ends in two minutes?

Am I really that boring of a person?

... She's done so much for me ... but now I think she's moved on. I don't know. I'm feeling rather ... confused.

*Sigh* I don't expect anyone to post a comment on this. But. Oh well. I just needed to vent.

Mar. 4th, 2009

I'm not dead, I swear. v_v

I've just been incredibly busy with everything. School, work, DRAMA CLUB, boys, etc. It's very preoccupying, all of that, you know. :)

Anyway--I highly recommend a book by Judith Guest entitled Ordinary People. It's absolutely incredible. It is, in my opinion, a clear representation of the real world. I love reading it for English Class.

Moving onward, a quick message to my readers...I cannot believe you let me post such crap in A Sinking Feeling. :p I was reading it and almost died. It's cliche! *wails*

Wish me luck--auditioned today for the Spring Musical, The Wiz, and that included singing and script-reading. I sang My Favourite Things from Sound of Music, but the lady didn't seem too awfully impressed with me. Either way, I learn tomorrow if I made it or not, so think of me, wouldja? :)

Thank you, love to you all,
~Kat

Nov. 30th, 2008

Mission Six

Title: Mission 6

Author: [info]kat_sor

Pairing: None

Rating: R

Warnings: Don’t read if you don’t like mooches. J Only R-rated for language, lovies. Oh, and sexual references. Mostly by Jack.

Summary: The blasted Mission 6 of the Torchwood Mission Game-whatsit is driving Ruby insane. Another mooch.

 

Author’s Note: Ah. That lovely game. I have a headache. I have to add some humour to my situation, you understand.

 

Mission 6

 

“Dear God that’s annoying,” Ruby mutters, smashing her index finger into the keyboard for the hundredth time this evening. “And Ianto, you’re the one debriefing me. You should be able to tell me everything!”

“Speak for yourself, Ruby. You’re the one with the problem.”

“You don’t know what to do either!”

“Hell if it matters,” Jack smirks, sauntering into the room and plopping himself down next to them. “It’s not like it’s a real issue that Torchwood has to solve. It was an acting opportunity!”

“Yet it deals with the pain Martha endured while at The Pharm,” Ruby snaps, glancing down once more at the notebook sitting next to her. “This doesn’t fucking make sense, Ianto!”

“I know it doesn’t. I’m sorry, love.”

“‘Love?’ ‘Love?!’ Since when do you bloody call her love?!” Jack blurts from beside Ianto, whose lap was quite occupied by Ruby’s lovely arse.

“I call her love since she’s gotten a headache from your lovely idea of a game.”

“I can’t believe you made me be wrong. I would not have been wrong,” Owen barks icily, “I would not have been wrong.”

“Where’d you come from?”

“The computer. I’m not in this Mission. How far are you?”

“The sixth.”

“Oh, bloody, that was hard!”

“That’s what Ianto said last night.”

“Shove off, Jack.”

“And in.”

“Screw it, Jack, she’s trying to concentrate!”

“Kind of hard to screw the floor …”

Gwen peers around the corner. “Shut up, Jack, can’t you see the poor girl’s in a state because of you?” She frowns and walks into the office. “Have you tried it backwards?”

“I like it backwards,” Jack hums.

Ruby shakes her head. “It doesn’t work. It gives me different letters. I finally got the translation, though …”

“Oh?”

“Yeah.”

“What is it?”

“‘I MOAN.’”

“Oh, dear.”

“I moan.”

“Yes, Jack, that’s the translation.”

“Did you input it?”

“Yes! I did! Several times!”

“I’m going to go get Tosh, maybe she can help us.” Gwen disappears from the room, probably running to grab Tosh from the kitchen, and returns minutes later with Toshiko Sato in tow. Ruby hasn’t gained anything in her absence.

“Okay, how can I help?”

“Hack into this site for me?”

“Oh …” A slight frown creases Tosh’s forehead. “I’m so sorry …”

“You can’t?”

“I can’t.”

“Damn.”

“Why not, Tosh?” Gwen stammers, a frown similar to the Asian woman’s mirrored on her face. “I thought you could do just about anything on a computer?”

“Yeah, usually she can. Like the one time she hacked me into a porn site—” Owen hiccupped. “That wine, you know, is quite dry.”

“I know,” Ruby states, glaring sideways at the doctor. “Now, Tosh, why can’t you?”

“I … I don’t know. I just don’t know how.” Tosh sits on Owen’s thigh, leaning her head back on his shoulder. He wraps his arms around her, holding her close. “I’m sorry, Ruby …”

She sighs. “It’s fine.” Staring at the computer screen, she swats Jack’s hand away. “Put that hand up my skirt again and I swear I will kill you and this time you won’t wake up for a long, long time,” she growls low in her throat. He retracts his hand immediately.

“Sorry,” Jack squeaks, scooting back against he opposite desk. “I … Well … Hm …”

“There’s no way to save yourself except by not doing it again.”

“Right.”

“I speak the truth.”

“I know.”

“Shut up, Jack.”

“Zipped.”

“I meant your mouth, Jack.”

A muffled noise ensues and it takes all of Ruby’s energy not to smack him.

“Ooh, Ruby!”

“I didn’t move, don’t get horny on me,” she mutters, not taking her eyes off the screen

“That’s not it at all.”

“Whatever you say, my fine man.”

“I was referring to what I think you should do!”

“I am not giving you a lap-dance.”

Ianto shakes his head. “N-no, that’s not what I was going to say. I meant – Click that, right there.”

“That doesn’t give me any information at all.”

“Doesn’t it?” She clicks the About This Site link. She is taken inside the site, and clicks the Home button. “Oh. It doesn’t,” Ianto states disappointedly. “Just a suggestion.”

“Damn, this is obscure,” Owen states acidly. “This is ridiculous.”

“Indeed.”

“Man.”

“Go?”

“Huh?”

“Mango. Long story. I’m tired,” Ruby yawns.

“You should go to sleep.”

“Not until I finish this Mission.”

“You’re more important than this Mission.”

“Screw sleep. I want to finish this Mission.”

Ianto sighs. “Fine, fine. What are you clicking on?”

“I want to see what Jack has in his inbox.”

“Okay …?” Jack murmurs, leaning back to stretch his back.

“From ‘admin,’ To ‘Jack.’ Subject, ‘Auto spam filter message.’ Ooh, let’s have a looksie.” Ruby is becoming belligerent and mocking. Ianto can feel that something is not quite right.

“Go right ahead. I have nothing to hide.” Jack smirks and puts his hands behind his neck, crossing one ankle over his knee.

“I shall.” As Ruby reads the messages sent to his spam folder, she reads them off. “Oh, this is interesting – bilbo-lover@--- wants you to meet girls in your area tonight, Jack.” “Esteban- Now we imagine the life of flowers. Jeez, Jack, you know some pretty strange people.”

When she gets to one message in particular, she stops, astonished into silence. After reading and rereading the message a few times over, she turns to Jack and murmurs, “From ‘Sales.’ To ‘Jack.’ Subject, ‘Your Order with Hot Toys’ …”

Ianto has just taken a sip of coffee, spraying it all over Jack. It seems he has some problems keeping coffee in his mouth. “Jack! Why the bloody he—” Jack reaches up and cups Ianto’s ear with his hand, whispering something, most likely something dirty. “Ah. Okay … Heh. Lucky Ianto …” Jack grins at Ianto’s anxious expression. “Ruby, I love you dearly, but—”

“Go. Just go. Owen will help me. As will Tosh and Gwen, right, girls?”

“We’ll be here until you don’t need us anymore, Ruby,” Tosh smiles kindly, handing her a padlocked briefcase. “I think this may be of help.”

“What?”

“I kind of created the game, in a way. All of the technology stuff that goes with it. Therefore … I have all the cheats to get in.”

“Toshiko Sato, I love you.”

“I love her more!” Asobe argues jokingly, flinging herself through the office door and wrapping her arms around Tosh.

“Why, uh, thank you, Asobe.”

“Not a problem! I’ve just wanted to do that for a while. Nice shirt, by the way.” With another smile, Asobe skips from the room and disappears from Ruby’s line of sight.

“Oh! Oh, I got it! Yes! Next Mission!”

“Thank God, you can go to bed now,” Gwen sighs, starting a procession from the office.

“No, I think I’ll stay here. You two go ahead, but be careful of—”

BOYS!?” Gwen shrieks. “You can’t use a fucking bedroom?!”

“Oh dear …” Ruby whispers to Owen. “Do you think they’re using whatever Jack ordered from Hot Toys?”

“I think there’s a good chance of that, the twats.”

“It’s disgusting.”

“Stop quoting me!” For a moment, Owen is serious, but the next, he’s laughing. “Quote me all you’d like. It boosts my ego, you see.”

“Oh yes, like you need a bigger head.”

“JACK!” Ianto shouts out from the living room.

“I have a feeling someone’s already got one. Let’s … stay in here, shall we? I don’t really want to pass by them.” Ruby nods and they boy crouch around the computer, intent on finishing this one last Mission before they go to bed.


Nov. 28th, 2008

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ARGH.

Anyone ever, I don't know ... Tried to play that Torchwood Missions game on the BBC website?

My Gosh, it's impossible.

I've been stuck on mission 2 for hours!

>.<

Help?

Much appreciated,
Kat

Nov. 26th, 2008

When You're 'Best Friends'

When Youre Best Friends

 

Complicated. Time is slow.

Yet we wonder where time goes.

It’s used up on new crushed hearts,

Our minds shattered with fresh love’s art.

 

Breathing. This will pass.

But only when in her heart’s a gash.

When if it’s over, she wants you back,

You’ll have to choose to stay or pack.

 

Difficulty. Talking’s hard.

Don’t stay too near, don’t roam too far.

Remember good time, forget the bad,

For time is short, what’s once is had.

 

Ignorance. Some unknown bliss.

What’s not known can give the gist.

Conversation can heal the wound,

But memory can rip, not soothe.

 

Walking. Don’t give up.

Maybe soon you’ll have some luck.

The pins that hurt will break through,

The light shining to her from you.

 

Mistakes. They’re not too rare.

Some people are just too blind to care.

Distinctive wording can mend the breach,

Forgiveness swallowing the sickly leech.

 

Seeing. She’s not blind.

A best friend sees all you hide.

When life gets hard, count on her,

But only if it’s in his favor.

 

Hands. They can slap,

Breaking open that close-knit gap.

Hold her close but push her away,

You can work on this another day.


A/N: Going through tough stuff at the moment. Not to worry -- Bassair is not involved. I love you, hunny! :)

Nov. 24th, 2008

Proper English

Title: Proper English
Author: [info]kat_sor 
Rating: PG, or PG-13 if you're sensitive.
Warnings: Slash. References to male anatomy. Sexual references. Sexual humour.
Summary: Owen wants to know ... what is the proper form of 'penis' in the plural tense?!

A/N: Kinda cheesy, I know, but I was talking with [info]bassair , and it just kind of ... came to me.

 

Proper English

 

“You know what I’ve been wondering?” Owen muttered, prodding a body on his examination table. He quickly scribbled “James Robuck, aged 23” on a form and spun around on his stool to face Ianto and Jack.

 

“What have you been wondering, Owen?” Jack responded, staring at Mr. Robuck, analyzing the contusions on his chest.

 

Ianto glanced sideways at Jack awkwardly before coughing and murmuring snidely, “Please, Dr. Harper, we’re dying to know.”

 

“What is the proper plural form of ‘penis’?” It so happened that at the exact moment Owen uttered the word, Ianto was in the process of swallowing his coffee. The complete shock caused him to spray lukewarm spittle-and-coffee in a beautiful arc across the examination floor.

 

Smirking at Ianto’s dripping mouth, Jack sarcastically said, “I don’t know, Owen.

‘Penises,’ perhaps?”

 

“I don’t think so.” Owen shook his head and prodded Mr. Robuck once more. “See, the plural of octopus is octopi. And alumnus is alumni.”

 

Ianto glared and wiped his mouth. “What’s your point, Harper?”

 

“My point is, Tea Boy,” he snapped, glaring back, “the plural form of penis must be peni.”

 

“Who has peni, though?” the Welshman inquired skeptically. “I’m pretty sure I only have one.”

 

“Don’t speak so soon, Ianto,” Jack chuckled. “I met an Alien once …”

 

“How many?”

 

“Twelve.”

 

Twelve?!” Ianto repeated. “My God, that’s … that’s …”

 

“One penis per head.”

 

“So he had twenty-four?” Owen chimed in, grinning at Ianto’s oncoming blush.

 

“No, he had twelve brains sticking out of his shoulders …” Jack shuddered in disgust and grabbed Ianto’s coffee mug from the younger man’s hand. His own fingertips brushed a patch of his dress pants and the Welsh boy squirmed. “You alright, Ianto?”

 

“All the talk about peni started to get yours thinking?”

 

“N-no.”

 

“Come, Ianto,” Jack ordered, gesturing for Ianto to follow him, “I have a couple of ways to fix your problem.”

 

“Coming, sir.”

 

“If you’re not now, you soon will be.” Winking at Ianto, Jack turned to Owen and stated, “You are not to leave your examination area. We have the CCTV on.”

 

“As do I.”

 

“Oh, touché.”

 

“I won’t watch you if you don’t watch Tosh.”

 

“What’s Tosh doing?”

 

“New IM awaiting. Go have fun.” Jack didn’t need another order and grasped Ianto’s hand in his, pulling him up the stairs gingerly, as to not upset the younger man’s pants.

 

Meet me upstairs, outside the janitors’ closet.

 

I don’t think I can, love. I’ve been ordered to stay in my examination area.

 

Owen…

 

Can’t you come down here?

 

I can come anywhere. I just thought it would be easiest in the janitors’ closet.

 

I’ll go out the back way and meet you at my flat.

 

See you there.

 

As Owen cleaned up his workspace, he glanced at the clock, fairly aware of the time. He hummed at first, a habit he’d picked up from Ianto, but stopped when he heard a clatter from above, in the hothouse. If they hadn’t learned before … He chuckled, grinned, and glanced at his watch again. He had five minutes before Tosh would come looking for him.

 

Or at him.

 

One or the other, he’d better hurry.

 

He grabbed his jacket, shut off the fluorescent light, and walked toward the door. As he closed the door behind him, he sang to himself, “Penis, penis, penis … peni!”

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Nov. 22nd, 2008

I've not died.

I'm just ... very very very busy with School.

I'll be posting eventually, I swear.

 

Thanks for your ongoing support --
Kat

Nov. 6th, 2008

Poem II


Air

 

Glittery sequins illuminate the night sky,

A wisp of surrealism on an abandoned plain.

Silence grips the empty shelf of land,

While it mourns the loss of its lover to the fire.

 

Stewardship, love of the earth,

Overshadowed by war and poverty and hate.

Beauty is indigent, a decree to all

That life as we know it is gone.

 

May he fret in a land without his one true love,

After fire stole him from the earth before his due.

 A porcelain doll is left behind with sapphires to comfort her,

Mere memories a shadow of his presence.

 

Poem I

A/N: I'd like you take a deep breath when you read this and remember something for me. Remember that although life may seem a little shitty, and you've pushed your sister away, and it seems like the world is coming to an end and there's no way to save yourself from falling off the earth -- remember that it's going to get better. Remember that even though all this stuff is happening, that person you pushed away is still one of the most important things in your life and that you never truly meant to hurt her. Remember that this is hurting you almost as much as it probably is hurting them. And please remember -- never give up. It doesn't matter what's happening in life, never forget.



The only opening is water.

The only solid matter is a million miles away.

It seems like a galaxy.

There’s no easy way to say

How I feel.

 

Misunderstandings. Pain and mistakes.

No one seems to realize that what it takes

From me

Is more than anyone can see.

 

The bonds were strong

But sometimes it’s best to take a break,

Especially when it’s your best friend

Who’s neck you want to break

In two.

 

Tears are shed and rest is taken.

The worst is past and a new dawn is breakin’

But the one thing I want most

Is in the past, a kind of ghost

In comparison to what we were.

 

Resurrection, a new intelligent light.

It seems a friendship is about to take flight

But the scariest part is the unknown

Because the friendship has flown

Away before your eyes.

 

There’s nothing more to do, girl,

You’ve got to let it run its course.

Maybe all you had to do was light a torch

And let the light shine over the worst

Like I did

When it happened to me.

 

Slow down, take a breath.

This situation isn’t life or death.

Love is blind and sure enough

You both will see that though it’s tough

It’ll turn out fine in the end.

 

Because I still love her,

And when this is through you

Will realize that you love her too.

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Sep. 11th, 2008

The “You Have Made My Life Worth All of the Shit I Go Through Each Day” Awards


The “You Have Made My Life Worth All of the Shit I Go Through Each Day” Awards

 

I stole this from bassair and skullgirl013. It touched my heart, because they both talked about me. And I’d like to share some nice stuffs too.

 

Like bassair’s, it’s not in any order.

 

Except for the first person.

 

bassair.

 

Oh, my, this girl … Makes me cry, actually. But not as you would think. These are tears of joy, tears of wonder, and tears of strength. She’s a sweetheart, and the center of my world, I swear. Without her standing there next to me, I don’t think my life would be how it is. I met her a year and three months ago, on the OWL forums. She actually said something quite funny about that, something along the lines of “I assumed you’d send me your fic, I’d read through it and mark the errors, and send it back, and then we’d not talk again until the next one you needed me to read through.”

 

Yeah, so did I. But, alas, that’s not how it works with me. Once you prove to me you’re honest and true, you’ve got a new friend. And this girl not only proved that to me, but she captured my heart. If I didn’t have bassair, I don’t think I could get through the day to day of my asshole father and self image issues and boyless rambles. And that’s why I will never let her go, not until the end of time. “The 21st Century is when it all changes,” and that’s when my life got turned around.

 

skullgirl013.

 

Ahaha. I could write a book. I really could, and I should. Of course, bassair’s would be relatively longer because I’ve known her for more time, but … onward, march.

 

Now, I need you to understand something. I’m seventeen. For someone a bit younger than me to know exactly what I mean when I say something, or for their mind to hit the gutter before mine does, is really saying something, because even when a friend says something completely clean generally speaking, my brain works in mysterious ways. It can find something dirty about the word “ink.” I swear, give me enough time and I will.

 

I think the reason she catches on is because of my innuendo. But. That’s a different story. Bravo, skullgirl013, for being an amazing, sparkling girl.

 

Noel.

 

You don’t know her, but I do. She’s absolutely incredible. She’s my best friend of my school, and as we’re writing a story together … Yeah.

 

By the way, you may want to check that out. Hers is called Teenage Ramblings, I do believe, unless she changed the title with the rewrite. I don’t recall. Anyway, you’ll find her. streudelheadrose, I think her name is.

 

We’re writing m/m slash together for a few chapters of this. Shall be fun. (By the way, look for smut that’ll be coming afterward. You can’t have Matt and Alex without smut. Trust me. Even if it won’t be in the original, I’ll give you the Director’s Cut).

 

I love you, Noel!

 

My Fans.

 

Honestly, if I didn’t have any fans, like what happens to me on ff.net or fp.com, I think I would stop writing completely. Or at least posting. And that would be bad. VERY bad.

 

That being said, I love all of you. Thank you for your unending support. Keep watching for, how put_that_away stated it, “Purple shirt in fic form? *waits patiently*” Or something of the like.

 

Like I said, keep watching and keep up the lovely work so I can continue.

 

Love, Kat

Sep. 2nd, 2008

Ever

Title: Ever
Author: kat_sor
Author's note: Believe what you will, but this is not a story about Ianto's feelings about Jack. It may apply, as one of my friends so wisely pointed out, but this is poem is about me falling for a guy at a little ol' fair I was working at for four days. By the way, it's number 2 of my series "Sadistic Ramblings." But don't let that stop you. And for those of you wondering where the hell Chapter 4 is ... *points at self* I MADE A MISTAKE THAT I HAVEN'T FIXED YET! *runs away in shame*

Ever

 

Have you ever walked into a building and seen him,

Standing there, so calm, so nonchalantly beautiful,

And told yourself you couldn’t like him?

I have.

 

Have you ever caught him staring at you,

Both in curiosity and desire,

And told yourself you couldn’t like him?

I have.

 

Have you told yourself you couldn’t like him,

But found your heart fighting with your mind,

Sending images through your brain and flutters through your veins?

Oh, I have.

 

Have you ever?

It seems such a common question,

But have you ever found it a question as much as an answer?

I have.

 

When does a baby bird fly?

When does a chicken lay an egg?

When they’re ready.

When does a human fall in love?

When they’re ready, and I have.

 

Broken hearts I’ve heard never heal,

They’re an open wound with a long-lost seal.

Scars lay open on a cold, marble table,

A symbol of warning in a well-heard fable.

 

Though a poem is to be made rhyme,

I haven’t the notion and haven’t the time.

Love is something that hasn’t a pattern,

But if one is ready, they grasp it and run.

 

Forever is years, and a year seems forever,

And how can one say that forever is near,

When the one with whom you yearn to spend forever,

Jilts you for someone so careless and unsteady

As he has.

 

Salty as the sea and rocky as an ocean,

Forever is wavering, never solid.

Floating in, sinking out,

Until all you have is the dying sun,

The flower inside you losing hope and shrinking,

Drowning in the blackness

As mine almost has.

 

Never forget the chances you’ve gotten,

The people you’ve met, and the hope you once lost.

Ever is long as forever is longer,

Stretching the rift between Reality and the Dreamland

To which everyone aches to escape.

 

If ever you realise he’s to be forgiven,

Remember the hurt but let go the anguish.

He’s human enough to make mistakes,

But angel enough to almost be evil.

 

Never is always and always is forever,

Never is forever as always is far.

Wipe the tears from your porcelain skin,

And open your wings and fly.

 

Have you ever stood listening to his angelic voice,

Walked into a building and saw him standing,

Caught him staring in curiosity and desire

And told yourself you cannot ever like him?

I have.

And I failed.

Aug. 18th, 2008

FIC: Mooch

Title: Mooch
Author: By kat_sor
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: ***WARNING*** Language, Sexual Innuendo, Mention or Reference to Sexual Situations, and Mooching. If you don’t like it when someone enters themselves in the story, don’t read it.
Summary: I drag Ianto to the store to buy dresses for his wedding to Jack. Companion piece to “Prompt #5: Mail: A Misunderstanding” by bassair.
Disclaimer: I do not own Torchwood. bassair wrote the original story. This is a companion piece. I don’t own Jack or Ianto, but I wish I did. Hence me mooching.

 


Aug. 16th, 2008

GUHHHHHH. -sob-

GUH!
And that's not a good 'Guh' like when you watch an amazing Janto scene and think "Whoa. That was hot." No, that's a GOOD Guh. This is something on the entire other end of the spectrum.

HELP NEEDED!

KAT_SOR HAS WRITERS' BLOCK! And she can't shake it! 

=.=

Someone help? Because if one doesn't help kat_sor, A Sinking Feeling won't be updated. -sob- And kat_sor wants to write A Sinking Feeling. She REALLY yearns to. It breaks her heart not to!!!

Thank you,
Kat
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Aug. 12th, 2008

FIC: A Sinking Feeling (3/?)

Title: A Sinking Feeling
Author: By [info]kat_sor, with smut by [info]bassair. (Of course, today, there isn’t any smut –gasp-)
Pairing: Jack/Ianto, Jack/Original Character
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: ***WARNING*** Original Characters, Scenes of an Explicit Nature, Bondage/Torture, and Open Water! If you can’t stand Original Characters, become queasy of Explicit Scenes of a Sexual Nature, have to fight through a chapter that has Jack in Alien Metal Shackles and a strange Energy Drainage device embedded in his side, or become seasick when reading about Open Water, do not read!!!
Summary: The Titanic is sinking, and Torchwood is onboard to prevent it. But when a lover from Jack’s past confronts him about their previous relationship, will Ianto throw his and Jack’s present relationship overboard? Or will Jack be able to throw himself a life-raft?
Disclaimer: I do not own Torchwood, and for that matter, I do not own the Titanic. The Titanic is lying covered in algae and sea-life at the bottom of the ocean. If I owned the Titanic, it wouldn’t have sunk, and if I owned Torchwood, there would be parties on the Titanic every night of Summer. But I don’t, so I’m rather stuck with George. And the aliens. Curse the aliens!
 

Author’s Note: So this has been a tough week/weekend for me. I got my wisdom teeth out this past Tuesday and have felt worthless ever since. Lack of teeth = pain = inability to eat protein-enriched chicken/fish = anemic Kat = depression. So, if you like this chapter, please please please comment, eh? Would make me feel better.

Previous Chapters:   Ch.1 Ch.2

 

 

 

Author’s Note: Hey … Erm … Yowza, I know those Alien Names were toughies, weren’t they? Well, I decided to help you out for the upcoming chapter. These are my interpretations; do with them what you will.

 

Pronunciation Key and Background:

Ofaku Aghetho – Oh-Fahk-Oo   Ah-Geth-Oh – the captain of Jack and George’s captors’ militia.

Phaaqyiap Moon – Fahk-yee-up Moon – George’s Captor. Reptilian. Brutal. More controlling over hostages.

Aphmiomchu Ensomoddos – Af-Me-Om-Chu En-som-oh-dos – Jack’s Captor. Also Reptilian. Brutal, but shier. Depends on fear of hostages to dominate, versus his partner who takes fear and replaces it with terror on his own whim.

Queen Tazh PhaHudev – Queen Tahz Fa-Hoo-Dev – Gwen Cooper. Only … not. New queen of homophobic tribe of Aliens.

 

If you feel like it, go ahead and try to guess who each part of this, minus Torchwood, represents in reality. Queen Tazh PhaHudev is included in this competition. Enclose guesses in comments :) I love comments.

Aug. 3rd, 2008

FIC: A Sinking Feeling (2/?)

Title: A Sinking Feeling
Author: By [info]kat_sor with smut by [info]bassair.
Pairing: Jack/Ianto, Jack/Original Character
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: ***WARNING*** Original Characters, Scenes of an Explicit Nature, High Sugar Content, and Open Water! If you can’t stand Original Characters, become queasy of Explicit Scenes of a Sexual Nature, become incredibly hyper from Ianto wearing Candy, or become seasick when reading about Open Water, do not read!!!
Summary: The Titanic is sinking, and Torchwood is onboard to prevent it. But when a lover from Jack’s past confronts him about their previous relationship, will Ianto throw his and Jack’s present relationship overboard? Or will Jack be able to throw himself a life-raft?
Disclaimer: I do not own Torchwood, and for that matter, I do not own the Titanic. The Titanic is lying covered in algae and sea-life at the bottom of the ocean. If I owned the Titanic, it wouldn’t have sunk, and if I owned Torchwood, there would be parties on the Titanic every night of Summer. But I don’t, so I’m rather stuck with George.

Author’s Note: So, I’m not going to use any names here, for the purpose of preserving the honour that this girl, that I hold close to my heart, has. But this girl didn’t know what Candy Chains are. She refused to write smut with them because the idea squicks her. So if you were expecting smut with edible bondage … Sorry. The idea squicks me too. Love you, darling!!! (By the way, this chapter is kind of in honour of said girl. For the reasons above. And besides, who wouldn’t want to see Ianto in nothing but a couple of chains made from sweet, sugary goodness? Hehehe xD)

Sophie/Bassair's Smut Author's Note: I say 'ew' again to Candy Chains ;].  I draw the line at edible pieces of string in smut ... just ... not going there.  And since when do I have honour....?

Previous Chapters:   Ch.1



Next here.

Aug. 2nd, 2008

Who does this PERSON think he/she/it is?!

Okay, first of all, I just watched the besttttt video ever on youtube; I mean, really, I want to do this. Where can I sign up??? 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZmnmMTxlZs&feature=related

Second of all, I'd like to rant about a comment left by a member of the "entertainment industry." 

"Are you kidding?? He's disgusting. This class is disgusting. Can't you people see through this guy? I am in the entertainment industry--this is not professional classroom behavior. But then, it's not supposed to be since it's a reality show. Sorry, but the guy's a creep."

First of all, lady or man or meanie-bobini: IF YOU DON'T LIKE JOHN BARROWMAN, WTF ARE YOU WATCHING A VIDEO ENTITLED 'JOHN BARROWMAN SNOGS" FOR?!  Second of all, if you don't like it, don't comment on it, and THIRD OF ALL, he was ... oh, let's see, HIRED to do this? He's gay- he's not just going to go up to a random woman an snog her, is he? NO. So shut the **** up about John Barrowman, because if you watch the REST of the stuff youtube has on him, he's OBVIOUSLY a sweetheart.  So you dont' like him- stop trying to ruin it for his true fans. We don't really care what 'industry' you're in- I'd bet you're still on the 'waiting list' for some cliche'd soap opera anyway. Let's all watch you get killed off, shall we? Fake screams, overly orgasmic sex, and tears that take a crockfull of crap to produce? I'm grabbin' my popcorn, dude!

/end rant/

But really now, who's with me???

This has been kat_sor with her Daily Rant, thanks for reading. ~xoxo, Kat

Jul. 29th, 2008

FIC: A Sinking Feeling (1/?)

Title: A Sinking Feeling

Author: By [info]kat_sor and smut by [info]bassair.
Pairing: Jack/Ianto, Jack/Original Character

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: ***WARNING*** Original Characters, Scenes of an Explicit Nature, and Open Water! If you can’t stand Original Characters, become queasy of Explicit Scenes of a Sexual Nature, or become seasick when reading about Open Water, do not read!!!

Summary: The Titanic is sinking, and Torchwood is onboard to prevent it. But when a lover from Jack’s past confronts him about their previous relationship, will Ianto throw his and Jack’s present relationship overboard? Or will Jack be able to throw himself a life-raft?

Disclaimer: I do not own Torchwood, and for that matter, I do not own the Titanic. The Titanic is lying covered in algae and sea-life at the bottom of the ocean. If I owned the Titanic, it wouldn’t have sunk, and if I owned Torchwood, there would be parties on the Titanic every night of Summer. But I don’t, so I’m rather stuck with George.

 

Author’s Note: I was sitting here a few nights ago talking to my best friend, bassair, and writing this chapter at the same time. I realized I was not … ‘feeling up to writing m/m slash’ (I don’t spend my days writing fellatio, I have you know), so I asked her for either a tip about what to do or if she could write it herself and I’d give her the kudos and credit she rightfully deserved. She agreed. So, everyone, here’s to Jack, and George, and Ianto, and you!, and we genuinely hope you enjoy reading. (For the record, everyone, I am a girl, and I am straight! Oy … I sound like Gareth David-Lloyd on his website! Oops …)

 

 

 Next Chapter here.

***I would like to thank [info]bassair once more for her smut, and that this was fun – let’s do it again, hun!***

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